Cognizance

When the final puzzle have been laid, then where do we go from there? I can look back several paths, all taking me back to a past persona. A persona that was me. Nonetheless, I question what path to follow, who am I now? who do I wish to be? What life to I want to lead?

NO, I have to take cognizance of what is happening. To take control as I am known to do, when others do not. Secondary school is over. It has finally hit me; I am done, an adult who must find her place in society. Three years have passed since I had a struggling choice to concern myself with, now it seems I'm there again. But looking back there is so much I would hate to part with. Anyhow, time is never given. Tempus fugit - time flies. No way around it, even this is proving time consuming. However we choose to look at things, however bleak or bright, we all share the idea that we can find a future by looking into it. But the time to act has come, and I simply wonder why when what and where.... No easy assignment to open, nor it easy to ignore. However. However. We have time for a few more mistakes. I hope so, cause from knowing myself I know the laziness within is going to have me stumbling over a side path or two, before making it home to the sound passage.

Remember when we sat along the castle park. Spread out like dandelion in a lawn, early summer. When the only worries we had was whether there was enough cake for every one?



Or those times at Sognsvann?

I miss you guys! Some have moved, others are leaving, some simply disappeared, and all the memories are moved away to make place for new. I wonder what will come of us. Well we remain in each others lives or do we form new and potentially better, or drastically different lives?





I hope there is time to spare, as in a minute there will be time. I wonder how the summer unfolds this year. I will remember we we were and that we met. More then so I do not dare to say. I hope we will remember together. But now the future is a foot and we must pear into it to see....

The summer air was soft and warm, the feeling right
The moonlit night did the best to please us
And strolling down the paths
We had a drink of new brewed ale

You talked of politics, philosophy
And I smiled like Frodo and Sam
We had our chance
It was the best times that we had

I can still recall our last summer
I still see it all
Walks along the trees, laughing in the rain
Our last summer, memories that remain

We made our way across the snow
And sat down on the fur by the open fire
I was so happy we had met
It was time we though best of no regret

Those crazy years was the time we spent in cloaks
But underneath was a pair of cuff
Pooled for fence, a pair of latex swords
We took a chance like we were living in past years

I can still recall, our last summer
I still see it all
...