Calender!!!

I sat down to think. I haven't really been content lately, and I stopped to think why. What's wrong? Besides from the obvious? Well frankly that's a lot. Lots I wish I hadn't lost and a lot I wish I never gained. Summing up and I reached a conclusion that I am in red concerning what I don't have. Amongst those a functional family, a good relationship to my parents or the feeling of belonging to a family(Sad to say it's lost). Though there's my dad's mother, she's fabulous. She's raised me and played the part my mother should've since my birth. I owe her so much and only the Goods know how much I care for her. But her husband had a regular saying he used to repeat when I and my brother felt bad whilst growing up, concerning the relationship to our parents.

Friends are the family you chose yourself.

I have a lot of friends, very good and close friends. So I guess I have something resembling a family. But it's sort of sad that I don't have that with my own family, or that's to say with my mother. Nonetheless great friends! So what's wrong then? There's no snow;( I WANT SNOW!! That's one. It's Christmas ..soon...And I have NO calender O.o Hm..What to do about that. It has always been the calender that gave me the Christmas joy and spirit. Can't have the conventional calender with chocolate or candy so something else. Ah! I know although it's a bit late to start but never mind that. From to day and up till the 24th December I'll post a post as a slot in my calender. Let the count down begin^^ Today's the 8th so that means it's 16 days left or 14 days till a dear friend comes home^^

Today's quote: Kisses, even to the air, are beautiful - Drew Barrymore