Life goes one

I tend to take all my worries a bit too serious and I always worry to much, however the things I dread and worry usually just slip by as nothing, but sometimes they do come true. And when it do happen, the thing I dreaded I wish I hadn't thought about. If I didn't worry, than maybe, just maybe, everything might have turned out just as fine as always. I'll never know and no good can ever come from looking back, however tempting that might be. I learned that the hard way. Though the things one dread come true and they become a pain in the ass, don't make them all bad. They can turn out for the better or end one phase and be the start of an other.





Today I met my boyfriend down town after school. I wish I hadn't, but it was the right thing to do. Both of us have witnessed our relationship fading. I don't know how he felt at first but I tried to ignore it. If I just managed to do something before we grew apart then maybe this wouldn't have been necessary. We both knew by our selves that it wasn't working, however, I hoped, and I still hope that the path both of us are looking for will revile it self,and that it will lead us together again. I know this is wishful thinking and that whatever happens I will always love and care for him. However one door closes as an other one opens. Luckily we still remain friends. And we're still close, I think, I hope!



We had only been together for seven months but these few months, seems to have lasted a lifetime. I've evolved and grown enough for a lifetime. It is with regret I say that it is over, for I still care about him, about us, what we had, what others saw in us. But I am so glad we still remain friends, if not then I don't know how to cope with this. If we're through, we're through, but if we still got a change on a prosperous relationship I want to give it a try. However, we're two about this, and friends is for now, the best I deare hope for.