ﺪﻴﻔﻣ - mophied
meaning interesting. Which is exactly how this week as been perceived.
Monday:Meeting a friend having a good time watching a film.
Goodbye filmnight later on with my two best friends and of course some beverages
Tuesday:Departing for a cabin of a friend of mine, rather fun.
Wednesday:Awakening quite well and surprised by the good weather.
Repeating the occurrences last night with bathing, drinking and fun.
Thursday:awakening and being rather sleepy so turns over and sleeps some more.
Clean cabin, before departure
Watch the dumbest/funniest/daftest film ever, Batman with Adam West starring....
Friday: Waking in my own bed, rested and about to clean house.
Planing training with an old friend that I haven't seen in awhile...
Weekend: as for the weekend I suspect alot of training and some bar time with friends. However, training and saying goodbye is on the top of the list as little me leaves on monday for drafting....
All in all; this week has been fun^^
Absolvo amitto, amplus brevis: Semper mea.
2009-07-24
2009-07-21
ﻱﻮﻗ - strong
Strong as few, my immune system has proven to be, despite the deminished effect of it. I often wonder what and how I have managed to get here, with so many obstacles having crossed my path, and yet so little resistance my feet felt from their existence. It all feels like instead of walking the free air on land, i have waded in a shallow stream, catching on my ankles trying to stop my progression but only slowing the speed.
Now the word ﻱﻮﻗ pronounced kawhaye, meaning strong in the Arabic language. Although the pronunciation may vary from each dialect of the language. (plus the word here change as it is the word of the day:P) However the Arabic language is not to be taken as literate as ours. They use physical words to implicate the philosophy of the people. Strength of a man's physic is of no value, however, the strength of one's psyche is the most important part to measure the worth of someone.
Now the word ﻱﻮﻗ pronounced kawhaye, meaning strong in the Arabic language. Although the pronunciation may vary from each dialect of the language. (plus the word here change as it is the word of the day:P) However the Arabic language is not to be taken as literate as ours. They use physical words to implicate the philosophy of the people. Strength of a man's physic is of no value, however, the strength of one's psyche is the most important part to measure the worth of someone.
2009-07-08
many words of wisdom has past my lips, but not my brain
we've said and done a lot over these past couple of years. Now it's at an end. Over; finished haha, should be happy right? well on some level I am, i have finished IB and I have passed.
and now two months out i have travelled a lot^^ it is great yet somehow we never learn^^
and now two months out i have travelled a lot^^ it is great yet somehow we never learn^^
2009-07-05
Am I that old?
measures:
On mom's side, we are 7 cousins; 6 boys and me. The oldest, my brother is not married, not even in a relationship. Though it has more to do with his will than anything else. The next in line, has lived with his previous girlfriend, but has now moved back home. His brother, one year older that me is about to move in with his girlfriend as both are living in Tromsø and it is both practical and a step they are ready for, seeing how they have been together for almost a year and she stayed eve after meeting the entire family, with my brother and I not taking part. A third cousin is either engaged or married to his girlfriend. From which he received a little girl this spring, making him the only parent on this side of the family tree, unless of course there is something I don't know about. His younger half-siblings is 15 and 11 respectfully and are far to young, but very atlethic, and I expect, will grow in to the part and settle soon enough.
There are several baptisms fourth coming and weddings looming on the horizon, making me feel like hey these are my cousins whom I have grown up with. Some too old compared to my self, with ten years separating us at most. My sister the exception with 15 years head start on me. I know that this is silly thoughts feeling I should get a move on, but when you see those you have grown up with getting a foot hold and settling you start to think maybe I should also.
Fresh out of school I feel no urge to settle yet my aunt was 16 the first time, and 19 the second. Grams 18 and my parents well 20-something. I'm not 20-something yet, but time has accelerated, I feel, as every day goes so bloody fast. Much to do yet you never get around too it:S
I am suppose to be one of the youngest. And I have settled to be so, therefore probably one of the last to settle. If i am mistaken for someone older I don't view it as a bad thing, to look older than the age I bare is just good as it may allow me access to certain areas of life not yet properly adequate for my age. Nonetheless, at the wedding to day this kid of twelve was so surprised that I was fresh out of school he said: gosh! You kidding right? I thought you were several years out of school!....
Not insulting in and of itself, but a part of me was rather annoyed thinking am I that wrinkly? Which I know I'm not. Being taken for 20, maybe 21 is the mos I have ever been, but this kid thought me 25 or something kinda throwing me off. Do I look so old? I could feel a though of settling pressing on me there and then, feeling like I was late. But that is nonsense I mean I'm 19 in a matter of months I should be enjoying life, exploring it, not settling in phases of routine.
- open cola bottle
- feet on table
- sitting outside in the night
- thinking
On mom's side, we are 7 cousins; 6 boys and me. The oldest, my brother is not married, not even in a relationship. Though it has more to do with his will than anything else. The next in line, has lived with his previous girlfriend, but has now moved back home. His brother, one year older that me is about to move in with his girlfriend as both are living in Tromsø and it is both practical and a step they are ready for, seeing how they have been together for almost a year and she stayed eve after meeting the entire family, with my brother and I not taking part. A third cousin is either engaged or married to his girlfriend. From which he received a little girl this spring, making him the only parent on this side of the family tree, unless of course there is something I don't know about. His younger half-siblings is 15 and 11 respectfully and are far to young, but very atlethic, and I expect, will grow in to the part and settle soon enough.
There are several baptisms fourth coming and weddings looming on the horizon, making me feel like hey these are my cousins whom I have grown up with. Some too old compared to my self, with ten years separating us at most. My sister the exception with 15 years head start on me. I know that this is silly thoughts feeling I should get a move on, but when you see those you have grown up with getting a foot hold and settling you start to think maybe I should also.
Fresh out of school I feel no urge to settle yet my aunt was 16 the first time, and 19 the second. Grams 18 and my parents well 20-something. I'm not 20-something yet, but time has accelerated, I feel, as every day goes so bloody fast. Much to do yet you never get around too it:S
I am suppose to be one of the youngest. And I have settled to be so, therefore probably one of the last to settle. If i am mistaken for someone older I don't view it as a bad thing, to look older than the age I bare is just good as it may allow me access to certain areas of life not yet properly adequate for my age. Nonetheless, at the wedding to day this kid of twelve was so surprised that I was fresh out of school he said: gosh! You kidding right? I thought you were several years out of school!....
Not insulting in and of itself, but a part of me was rather annoyed thinking am I that wrinkly? Which I know I'm not. Being taken for 20, maybe 21 is the mos I have ever been, but this kid thought me 25 or something kinda throwing me off. Do I look so old? I could feel a though of settling pressing on me there and then, feeling like I was late. But that is nonsense I mean I'm 19 in a matter of months I should be enjoying life, exploring it, not settling in phases of routine.
2009-06-28
Heat!!
It is summer and sunny but way to hot to be Norwegian! Today in the sun it surpassed 35degrees Celsius! Ofcourse in anyother country this would be normal or chilly, but up north where we THRIVE IN WINTER, this is too hot... I should probably not complain as when it's warm here there is no need to leave to find wormth. However I am melting and I can barly paint....
Look at this painting, the paint is almost try after a few minutes and I cannot work within minutes, I am not that good. But I do like this painting, if only there had been for one thing:
1) I was on the open sea, not inland
2) I was in a boat, not at home
3) I got a tan, not turn out to be a sunburnt tomato resebleing a human
Look at this painting, the paint is almost try after a few minutes and I cannot work within minutes, I am not that good. But I do like this painting, if only there had been for one thing:1) I was on the open sea, not inland
2) I was in a boat, not at home
3) I got a tan, not turn out to be a sunburnt tomato resebleing a human
2009-06-26
Reprieved
: When your education is done and if you are asked to go to war, would you?:
- I suppose I would. I wouldn't exclude the possibility.
: I see your grades from Junior High is a bit below the requirements:
- They are, but I used a fair deal of my time on extracurricular activities
" Sad to say, but as it is 3000m must be passed. Regrettable seeing how the rest of the tests were excellent."
- What does that mean?
" You are exactly the kind of person we are looking for. So my advice is that you train and try to make the time in a months time. If there is an open seat I will ensure your acceptance."
- And if there is no seat?
" Then I deplore you to apply next year"
comfort:
Captain: It's what's in your heads we're after, not the brute force. You are the cream... those who fail are those who give up, not those who wait to strike.
- I suppose I would. I wouldn't exclude the possibility.
: I see your grades from Junior High is a bit below the requirements:
- They are, but I used a fair deal of my time on extracurricular activities
" Sad to say, but as it is 3000m must be passed. Regrettable seeing how the rest of the tests were excellent."
- What does that mean?
" You are exactly the kind of person we are looking for. So my advice is that you train and try to make the time in a months time. If there is an open seat I will ensure your acceptance."
- And if there is no seat?
" Then I deplore you to apply next year"
comfort:
Captain: It's what's in your heads we're after, not the brute force. You are the cream... those who fail are those who give up, not those who wait to strike.
2009-06-15
dawn
Once upon a time down in history I sought
I sought to sou, to sigh, to look with blinded eyes
An other time I saw it come as a granted gift
The mornings come and go with a birds neat song
In the dim blue lights of dawn we stir and woe
See me now, see me then, spirit from another realm
Once upon a time history unfolds with us a foot
I see now to not seek, as times will come and change
An other place perhaps in time, I will need a cliff, grant light to me
I sought to sou, to sigh, to look with blinded eyes
An other time I saw it come as a granted gift
The mornings come and go with a birds neat song
In the dim blue lights of dawn we stir and woe
See me now, see me then, spirit from another realm
Once upon a time history unfolds with us a foot
I see now to not seek, as times will come and change
An other place perhaps in time, I will need a cliff, grant light to me
2009-06-08
Charmed and back again
I have spend the whole of three days in the big apple. Sadly i only got one whole day, but what a day! I saw hair on Broadway nonetheless^^ And got to jog though central park, on the way there we also visited the place where the the world trade used to be.
I gotta admit the big apple sure is big, my feet was hating me on the way to the airport on Sunday... Anyhow I got to view the Frida Kahlo exhibit, which just happen to open that day^^ I was soooooho exhited I could just scream. But I didn't... I went round with big eyes, dialated puples : hgh on art so to say.... I love her bizzare, abstract, mythological, crazed and deep depiction of life as she saw it. I recomend it highly for people to go see it.
I gotta admit the big apple sure is big, my feet was hating me on the way to the airport on Sunday... Anyhow I got to view the Frida Kahlo exhibit, which just happen to open that day^^ I was soooooho exhited I could just scream. But I didn't... I went round with big eyes, dialated puples : hgh on art so to say.... I love her bizzare, abstract, mythological, crazed and deep depiction of life as she saw it. I recomend it highly for people to go see it.
2009-06-03
I recall
Do you remember the times we used to spend alone
Do you remember the times we used to shine
It used to be so easy living and now I really see
The game isn't as easy as I though in my dreams
The game is no longer there for us to play
It used to be beyond time but now that time has past
A little something I fished up when I cleaned my room. I love to read and write poetry and I have always done so somehow. This if I remember correct had a melody embroidered in it's seams, however I never was a musician so I never wrote the notes for it. But it is neat poem, perhaps a bit negative or posetive if you view it properly. However I like it and it is there for me to read and now for you to form you own opinion. Enjoy
2009-06-02
Here we go again...
Your boyfriends might be mad now that we go at it again. My suitors care little of you now that we are back again. As it is, I never stop believing we would be. I had my heart set on someone else, now that is true. But he nor I was suited to be as you and I. Deny it if you will, but face the facts before you go. I suppose we have both been lonely, but avoiding the cause. I never should have left you, but then now that is me. Basking in the sun I don't, but I rather like a change. We've both been rather lonely trying to find our way. But you've been rather smart reading me like a book. Deploring me to hold you fast, struggling for the keep. Now we may see if this final change will last.
favoured lyrics (C) me
favoured lyrics (C) me