^'_'^

I'm growing up
with each passing of time
I learn what I wish I did not earn.
I'm growing up with the passage of time
such a silly term
Loss and hope all combined
do we have a power?
how do we make it through
life is a river and so is death too
but sorrow and pain follow our lives
is death the end or the beginning again?
I do not know but the snow make wonder
in time it'll leave to regenerate life

Eternity

every reason d'être I see
- without a trace -

every coup d'etat I witness
- stay forever -

I'll sore straight to heaven.
- hold me down -
You know I can't stay forever.
- hold me down -

It, always seem to be quite sweet. Never wanting it to end, then reality calls. Not yearning it's call, I open the door. In that moment in the tween. I do not know the inanest dream of me, but I see it in the hearts around me, I see it in me. I'm grounded. When you leave you better be gone forever. Leave my sight, without a trace left to linger. When you're finally gone, I should be out without a trace... You were leaving me thus I abandoned you.

Fiction gives us a second chance that life denies us - M. Scott Peck

black holes

November has proven a hell those who came before me spoke the truth. November equal IB hell, yet even so stuff is being done....though time mysteriously disappairs. I swear it is a black hole somewhere swallowing it so I don't get to expose it to the max-..- so many sleepless nights and a fever plus head ache constantly brewing in me mind!! horrible... somehow, we move on.... but gah it happens a gain I was doing ee work and suddenly two hours was gone... it doesn't take two hours to read through an essay! though apparently it does for me..

Time, catches everyone
and the world goes round the sun
the memory lives on in my heat
going back to the start

Dyvart & Furu

I found a photo in my drawer
I had him there for safe keep
I see he wasn't in the drawer
He was a part of my soul; me
I left home in the early hours
He went with me, both of' em
Tagging along beside my path
I fell and stumbled, to digress
A power swept beneath arms
With wings they held & guided
I stood through the storm upright
Each time the wind tried I stood

I see

Could I recite

Could I be yours
The past is mine
but I desire you
I see with an eye

The closest I get
The present delight
The future is fogged
The future is ours
yes we can^^

The change

Then it was decided. Obama won the election and we will see some changes, but it remain to see the degree he will be set back by the economic crisis. Truly a close race though the democrats won, and a new chapter in world history is to be written. Obama is the first African-American to be elected president and this has opened doors to a resolution of rasisim both in the states but also in worldpolitics.

By chance

I wear my scares on my sleeves
more then I would like
Nonetheless I treasure them.
So to make my way
I take precautions.

Life is life and yes we're in the earnest of ours,
but in a short time we can live more
then some do in the course of a lifetime.

It is time for the American presidential selection. The decision will impact most of the world in various ways, but an impact on us all nonetheless. Some my argue that this election is an election where all the citizens of any country but the US should have the rights to vote. Due to the US' immense power and influence in the global community. The US economy starting with the downwards spiral of the US dollar led to a downwards spiral in the economy thus effecting the global economy. Impacts varied throughout the world but there was made an imprint on the world that we shall and must remember. Now we need to see the administration on of the US, the one power state in the world with so called global power and earning the title of a superpower. I will be watching the election to night as of now McCain is in the lead, but this is the beginning so it will be exciting to see what happens.

Snowingly hoped

Pablo Picasso once said "Every act of creation is first an act of destruction " it couldn't be more accurate for the week me fellow students and me self are undergoing. This is suppose to be our week of absence without leave. So much to do, but that's IB for you. We write then shred our work then rewrite parts for then to delete half of it.

Nonetheless, this night must have been divine cause finally the snow fell and lay down a blanket of white across me street ^^ And me city, though I doubt it is still consistence in sweet white the closer to town you get. I can recall sweet childhood memories of small feet running out as the first snow fell even before the day of me birthday befell in the middle of October. However this didn't last long cause the time of the first snow has become later and later..last year it did fall in the last days of October too, but it was swept away with the water that fallowed. Not to mention of course that there wasn't any snow on Christmas Eve last year, that always kill the spirit, in me anyhow. There is one day a year that there ought to be snow ad that is Christmas Eve, especially since we live in Norway: the way north: the northern way.

Looking out the window now I hope this will last till the next main fall of snow, but I am realistic enough, to realise that it probably will be washed away some time in the coming weeks. Yet looking out my window it is snowing, it gives hope.

Rotten days

This is suppose to be obvious, but seems like it need mentioning anyways...

If your foot is swollen; hold it high, above said heart.
If your foot is left down; you'll end up with sausage toes....

Seriously, I am walking around with a monstrous foot, and it is taunting the normal one! Anyhow, in its existence say like since Sunday, for sure, it has not liked being used for walking. go figure I try since it is a FOOT; a reluctance too be set 90 degrees in relation to the leg makes the left foot of mine useless. Did I also mention that it is swollen to almost twice its original size, or the colouring of the blue/purple and yellow/blue spectrum of the colour schemes? (Though not green, no, not rotten yet for fungous) But I experienced a tremendous victory to today. As I put my mind to moving the useless leg, I sat for hours trying to move the toes; before suddenly the toes moved. One by one; first the boss, then the one next to it, then the pinky, and so the ones in between. Me mind won over the swollen defences of the body^^ mohahaha. Wait probably not a good thing, or a good idea for that matter. Probably in the same league as walking with the dissmuttered foot from Vika to Frogner after it got injured. But what the heck? It walked and worked then, but after a nap it went whiny on me. Still today my mind won over matter. Yey me^^ Also it has been confirmed that it isn't broken only dislocated and swollen as a result of "severe trauma".... Bah! Never stopped me before I kept rolling by as always and will continue doing so^^

Insomnia by the hours

Time: nothing but a concept created by man.
A name of the phenomonon where light turn to dark as a mechanism turning in harmonic motion. A name we gave so to better comprihend why day turn away into night.
For me: it passes ever so slowly at times but is really going by faster and faster as time grow. Though the day becomes longer, time never passes as quick as when you sitt all night trying to solve your homework. Suddenly, without comprehention, as an hour flew by who stole time? and where was it taken?